ALEX Alex was my first Golden Retriever. He was Nikki’s companion. She was my first dog and I worked a lot at that time. I could see she needed another dog to keep her company during the day and she was overjoyed when I brought Alex home. Of all the dogs I’ve know in my life, he is the wisest and most caring of all other creatures. When I rescued other dogs and brought them home, he befriended them. When the parakeet got out of his cage and was flying all over the house, Alex picked him up gently in his mouth and gave him to me unharmed. When a mouse got caught in a trap in the closet, he was very concerned that it was crying for help. Sorry, that story did not end well for the mouse. He makes reference to howling. All their lives, I took both him and Nikki on separate walks. Nikki always went first and Alex would howl after we left for some time. Alex lived almost 11 years on Earth with me. He passed after surgery for removal of a tumor on his spleen failed to prevent the cancer from spreading. Nikki and I both expected him to recover, so it was a devastating loss. After Alex passed and I had gotten Angel to help Nikki recover from her grief, I was sitting on the end of my bed crying, still missing Alex and I asked out loud about Angel, “What should I do with him?” I voice spoke from what seemed like the corner of the room. It said, “Love him as you did me.” Yes, that’s Alex, the wise dog. It does not surprise me that he is bounding up to a higher plane to give me a higher perspective. Some of his remarks in this recording are about Angel. Some are philosophical about dogs, man and the afterlife. Alex are you here and can you talk to me? Yes here am me in. I’m in the …. Here I’m in. Here am I up in….. Here is no death for me. Here we don’t die. Up here there is no death for us. ..As you know as the Earth, far behind is the Earth. We are forever. There are more dog up here. .. Heart …There is more up than you have down there. Here up. There is dog that loves again. Here is try to help you with it. It won’t be impossibly. I’m near it here. It’s not in here to see. Over here it’s easier to hear the knock and to ease the love and give love and support that’s available. Here… Over here it’s available. You are with me now…. With doggie. I believe the following comments are about Angel, where he will be born and how I can connect with him. In a smokehouse center retired… where doggie likes... It is not that hard be with him. Reach across, step over…. Speaks louder. You can be….. Home. What do you want to tell me? It’s important…. Howling… Call me. I will be there when you have need of me. It’s in back now. Open up here he is okay with being there in there. He will have them and it will be ever with you. It is learning is this there. There isn’t of over here there isn’t enough. Better look on your …find her. There will be more people behind you. I am old enough to honor wisdom. ….. There is no man. I am… There is only up. I am bounding up where dog is. Here am I….. Am here to hear from… I am part of these dog who are…… I have present for you, (audible bark) that you hear his honor up. Your…. Dreams of you. He took and now remember. He won’t be there now and look. Now and the earth is exploding and……. There will be there. Celebrate elder city others up. I’ll be up for you to be up. There isn’t be better time. Life’s better by design. They’re not looking at it up. Speak let them know it’s better. Whether they want it, we go. Dog there definitely needs. Help them. Help them all they need some more defending. They help the others kind. Help heaven be on earth. It is children hate the neighboring other people it should be known by now. ….Do not know you isn’t the behavior of great people. In our deep blood we are all people it will be better for them to love them all. Is better for them to…. all in and different. I’m up here on hilltop. I’m in the tunnel that sees you. It isn’t that long either. Walk under the arm. I am at the center. I am amazement. Now if you hurt them those are my returning all of the creature in error back in turn. Here I’m waiting on people and those people on earth leave the false fear that spills injustice, terror and cheat. For your therapy we thank you. Go with dog. Your…
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